mirrors

      There is a saying: 'People, who're around you are your mirrors'. I totally agree with it. They show you to yourself. Even if you don't really like the reflection, or the characteristics they say. Sometimes you do stupid things 'just because you felt like that' or 'just because everyone else was doing the same'. At that particular moment you don't look around and think, what impact are you doing for your close ones. You do it once, twice, three times and then the other person just has no patience to sustain it. And it opens your eyes, you feel for a moment, that you were like a blind kitten in front of the obvious things, totally in power of own ego or any other 'small feeling'. I don't say that everybody is perfect, i just want to say, that the crucial thing in life is just active listening to your the most close people. They are the ones, who went through lots of different situations and life challenges together with you. And they know you from the top till bottom.  Then, why is it so easy to get dissappointed, pissed of with them? May be because you're trying to change something in them or to prove something. What is actually quite stupid, because they have already been with you and take you as you're with all your positive sides and all the crazy ones. I know, that i'm blessed by god to have this person in my life, even if sometimes i cover my eyes with black cloth and totally refuse to see myself in the mirror.

        Today is 2nd of January 2011 and i give a promise, promise to myself. Promise to take the black cloth off my eyes and take the reality as it is. Promise to take the earbuds out and  listen actively, what my reflection and my soul tell to me every day. Promise to keep my own way in the sea of the life, guided by my morals and do all the best to reach the land on the Horizons of the future.

        The main thing about the mistakes is that you need to realize them and go ahead. Do new ones, but use the experience of old. I'm grateful for these 2 first days of 2011, that they made me to learn something really important and valuable. Now it's only about my actions. Too much words have already been said. That's it.